I am similar I suppose. Most I've ever really smoked was about 2 times a week in college. In the last 5-7 years I've found myself only smoking 10-20 times per year due to new jobs, children, etc. The love has always been there for me, but the time hasn't been (or rather, I choose to use the time in different manners). Cigar smoking is a "selfish" habit at times in terms of the time it takes, especially if your wife doesn't care for the smell, etc and doesn't like to sit with you. I personally have continued to buy cigars (ha!!) in hopes that I have more time in the future for it as well.